I was on time for once. In all my years of therapy, I've never felt reluctant to share my story, so I could be better! But this time, there's so much going on, and getting it all straight was flummoxing. I finally understand why it would be hard for someone to lay their cards on the table.
So, it turns out that the reason we've been bouncing checks for the past four months is because I was double-paying my student loans. The autopay setup on my bank must have created a new payment instead of editing a current payment, resulting in two payments. Just to be special, however, the autopay made a duplicate… Continue reading my day, including a rant about student loans.
whose story was so compelling and amazing that I went up to her and asked her if I could give her a hug. She said yes! So I did. Then I proceeded to sob all over her! It felt like I could barely get my story out, because all the tears were just flowing down my… Continue reading I met a woman today…
I am so frustrated right now I just wanna slap someone. really. I want to cause physical harm to another human being. maybe I just wanna slap the internet. I am just super frustrated.this case, it's me - I guess I fucked up. I just got off the phone with my soon-to-be boss. I got told,… Continue reading update on the job front and/or “a woman of leisure”
my anxiety levels are pretty high today.... which is true of this day for the past 8 years. I like the idea a whole lot about a national day of service. a lot. we should use our memories and fears and suffering as a wedge, a lever, a hammer to make the world a better… Continue reading
hey -- new news.news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080925/ap_on_bi_go_ec_fi/jobless_claims;_ylt=AgVbKFmAQmF7s76.BZDc.Vbv5rEFnice to know I'm not alone. although it's probably not true that everyone of these 3.5 million people have depression and/or anxiety. or the kind of overwhelming family drama that happens every three months or so because you came from a dysfunctional household. ugh.uhh... my therapist reminds me that I am not a… Continue reading nice to know I’m not alone….
hey, ho there sports fans... Kermit the frog here... can you believe? the third anniversary of Hurricane Katrina... it's just awful. and there are folks still living in FEMA trailers, with asbestos, black mold, and other things which are awful which I'm sure I don't know about... and Joe Fucking BIDEN, encouraging people to PRAY that… Continue reading saturday morning…