So here I am, writing for the first time in a long time on my blog. It's been a while. I struggle with writing out loud / for the internet, because it will possibly be read by the people I write about. This is fine. It's a fine struggle to have, because it means I… Continue reading Saturday morning musings / reasons not to go to the gym
So I weighed in today. The number is going down, steadily, which is really nice. In March, I weighed 191.2, and today, I weighed in at 186.2, which is five pounds in two months! Huzzah for me. So, in the past, I would "make a resolution" to lose weight, but then not do anything about… Continue reading more lessons from the Y
There are few things in life worse than a sick baby. When they are feeling awful all over the place, they just want to be held by mommy. And who is this needed mommy? Me, of course: selfish, overdriven, got-stuff-to-do me.
Every Friday I try and clean the house. This is so exciting that I'm not going to write about it. I try to go to AA and church on Saturday and Sunday, respectively. Community is important to me. Every Friday, my mother takes my son for a sleepover. At first, it was because I was… Continue reading Friday Rant
my anxiety levels are pretty high today.... which is true of this day for the past 8 years. I like the idea a whole lot about a national day of service. a lot. we should use our memories and fears and suffering as a wedge, a lever, a hammer to make the world a better… Continue reading
so yeah. no word from anybody about the paperwork on my job.I don't even know what paperwork has to be filled out. I know it should all be done through the americorps website (which, is totally shite) but really. so I can't start my new job and it's a holiday weekend and nobody will call… Continue reading waiting… it feels like being unemployed!
the ever awesome is trying to fix it.when I got up this morning and went downstairs to see what had happened lately on the shiny internets, I found that my keyboard didn't work. I kept trying to login, and crazy things happened. my "a" key did nothing, as well as other keys doing things they weren't… Continue reading so my computer has a virus
I've been thinking. I mostly like my life here in Spokane. I am kind of disappointed in myself for not seeing through Sam's bullshit shenanigans. but my dad had just left for arizona. so I was sad and needed to be diverted... I've been questioning my judgment - there was the roommate drama at the… Continue reading a very relaxed, sleepy saturday morning to you as well.
yeah okay. it's been a while since I wrote anything. meh. I was inspired by J's recent post. 1. I've been really anxious / nervous / concerned / focused on / about getting a new job once my ameriservice ends august 31. 2. I broke up with Sam: J didn't like him, thought I could… Continue reading “I’ve had better conversations with toast.”
1. get a job.2. actually go to the job that I have instead of spending HOURS looking for other jobs online. or worrying. 3. threaten with violence try not to hate too much the person/persons unknown who made the national Americorps website SO DAMN DIFFICULT to find jobs in SPOKANE. (I hate you - but I will refrain from… Continue reading listy things